SPM! its here! for real!

salam~

ok guys, its here.
the thing that we've been waiting for is here. yup.
again, i repeat myself, ITS HERE

gosh gosh gosh.
ok. first of all, i would like to seek for your forgiveness dear friends, readers and those who had known me, for i sometime use any harsh words or any other words that could hurt you guys in a way words did so.

also, for the wrongdoings i've done to you guys, in any case which i would talk bad about you guys in my heart or to anyone. dear friends and foes, do forgive me, for i hope that your forgiveness may help me to excel in this exam, smoothly, insyaAllah.

secondly, i would like to thank you guys for your support, your comments which never failed to cheer me up and lighten up my day.
and for your helps whenever i was in the need of help.also, for hearing out all my thoughts, worries, feelings, ramblings and all sorts.
thank you guys. you guys are the best!

and please,
do pray for me so that i could face this exam with high confidence, complete preparedness *cough*,
healthy body and mind, calmly, smoothly, easily forcing the neurones in my brain to produce the right answers for the soon-to-be-answered-questions. i hope that the papers are going to be easy for me to answer them.

and and and, wish me goodluck.
because i'm goint to get myself :

maximum target : 10A+'s
-10A's
-9A's with an A- *for add maths*
minimum target : 6A's, 4A-'s

lets be realistic on setting up our target. this way, we won't be too upset if the fate will be not on our side.

so, for all my friends who are sitting for the same exam, SPM - silently peeking me? haha.

goodluck guys! lets do our best! yoooshhh!

till then
salam~

weekly update~

salam ~

tralalalala~
so the update for this week :

1. monday : no more monday blues~ yay!

2.tuesday : tralala, nothing interesting, maybe

3.wednesday : my wooden fan which i got from a wedding...T___T, it was broken now..huu..jia li......

the fan...

we played with it for a while, haha!

me~

jia li in rajin-mode

4.thursday! haha! the most interesting day!

- we had BM class from 1.05 to 2.30pm.
- its obvious that students would prefer to sleep
during that time
- bedah couldn't resist the sleepiness that she was
half-sleep and tersengguk-sengguk, you know,
the half-opened and half-closed eye lid. haha!
- i saw bedah like that, so i laughed.
- i told huay huay to look at bedah, and she too,
laughed
-amazingly, huay huay couldn't stop laughing
and she went on laughing for about 5 minutes.
- it was so weird for me, haha! i was like :

awin : oii! huay2! asal ni? da la tu ketawa. berhenti
la!
huay2: ahahahahaha, hahahahahah, hahahha
*nonstop*
awin : oiii~ huay huay! da la tu, berhenti la ketawa

- teacher was teaching in front though. haha
- then suddenly she stopped laughing, so i asked.

awin : ehh, da berhenti da?
huay2 : tak lagi, saya tahan kejap

-for less than few minutes, she continued laughing. haha!

pity bedah, she was wondering why huay2 were laughing at her. haha!
then huay2 stopped and i saw bedah was about to fall asleep again, so i asked huay2 to look at her again. LOL

huay2 refused but she did and couldn't stop laughing again. haha!

then she said~

huay2 : awin jahat! awak suruh saya tengok bedah, saya x leh nak berhenti ketawa, awin jahat!

awin : ek eleh, kenapa saya pulak, awak tu yg x berhenti2 ketawa, saya ketawa sekejap jek

haha!
it was the first time i ever saw someone who could laugh for that long.. LOL

sadly, i didn't bring my camera on that day..=.=

friday : just ordinary..

saturday! : i went to johor and met maziah n zatil at angsana. haha! never thought that we would meet again at angsana again. haha!

road to home

sunday : one day studying history >.<>

salam~

WOW!
16 days to go.
few days ago, i was like, falling in my own deep deep deeeeep depression i never had before.
and alhamdulillah, i had overcome it by myself, my mum, my dear teacher, and the school councelor (i forgot how to spell kaunselor).

so, for now, i had filled my mp4 with all my favourite songs,
the oldies, and lots more, they are the POWER UP! songs for me. haha

YOOSHH!!! GO! GO! GO!

oh, and this is my favourite scene in the recent rocky balboa movie. i watched it about last month on tv3. yup, i'm a fan of rocky balboa. >.<



"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place... and I don´t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently, if you let it. You, me or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life. But ain't about how hard you hit... It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward... how much you can take, and keep moving forward. That´s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you worth, go out and get what you worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits. And not pointing fingers saying: You ain´t what you wanna be because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain´t you! You´re better than that!" (Rocky Balboa)

goodluck guys!
>.<

till then,
salam~!
>.<

the war

salam~

SPM is coming
its coming
coming
coming
coming
coming
BOOMM!!


i take 10 subjects.
and i have 10 days for spm.
cheers for chemistry~!

20 nov 2009
twilight new moon~!!!

but i don't think i'm going to watch it that day.
T___T
go go go!
pray for me.
pleaaassssee.

yosshh!!
insyaAllah!
i can do it!
yooshh!!!

till then
salam~

doc marten~

salam~

*cough*
please, for awhile,
let me in my own world,
free from SPM fever.
dusshh dusshh

*hello~i'm the boots owned by the cherry blossom girl*

ok now,
i'm seriously falling heads over heels with doc marten floral boots.
gooshh
please let me have one..pleeeeaaassssseee...
>.<




well, i don't really know why
but its quite impossible to find one.
since it's no longer made now.
i hope that i'm lucky enough to find one somewhere somehow

well, i think, lets just make one.
ok!
its the number one DIY project after spm
yooshh!!
>.<

till then~
salam~

dear teachers

salam~

i dedicate this song to all my teachers
especially those who teach me in SMKDHHY
and also in SMSJ and and and my previous teachers during the primary school days~ >.<



this is my fav scene in the movie



haha!
just because this 'to sir with love' song was mentioned in the essay i received today, i can't stop singing it the whole day.
>.<

majlis restu spm thingy will only be conducted few days before spm.
but lets just make this earlier. >.<
*thanx to fawwaz on his picts on his school's majlis restu ilmu*

stress

hello *peeks*

salam~

its been awhile eh?
spm thingy, exam, school, raya thingy and more stuff.
congratulations to them~!
they managed to make me stressed up.

duuuhh....
at least i did go to school today despite of having the so-called monday blues.
thanx to mum she forced me to go to school..
haha! >.<

well, till now,
at school, blah blah blah blah blah
the hi-tea program was a disappointing one -for me and few of my friends.
at least makanan tu yg besh2 la sket..baru berbaloi bayo sorang rm20..huu..
but still, thank you teachers~!

and and and,
i managed to maintain my sanity at school.
except during english, i constantly disrupt the PnP. sorry madam ong~!
its just that i can't help myself from feeling sleepy and yet i don't want to sleep....
so....
i kept on disturbing huay2, jia li, joking with yam and making weird signs to aben..LOL
but i survived the class..haha!

madam ong : are u ready, class?
awin : YESSS!!! *slow tone* ready what?
huay2 : LOL awin!

hhaha!
ok.
must keep on focusing on spm
10 A+!! yoosshh!!
n happy birthday to fahna gemuk~!
its her birthday today. >.<

till then.
salam~